So two days back me and my sister Aalia completed our 2 months journey. Many of you people know how we did came across each other and that was through facebook & in these two months we have shared almost everything about our lives. I wanted to wish her today for this but unfortunately I messed up with all. I got possesive regarding her and for some decisions in her life I acted too bossy and this was the only day where we didnt speak with each other on phone and its Eid today and I totally spoiled her this sacred occasion. She is not talking with me too because I reacted too rudely with her and I accept my mistake, committed on this day and I am begging from her to forgive me and to come back, I am honestly sorry for my absurd behavior for today. I am unable to understand as to what came upon me that I did this with you for no concrete reason. I am extremely sorry for my misbehavior.
I have realized now that sometimes I do act very rude and in an unbelievable manner towards her. When I do that, my expectations from her become unreasonable and I become extremely emotional and irritational. I have actually realized my mistake. I promise you sister I will not behave like this in future. You have my words this time publically. I want you back any how. You have always showered your care and love and all I gave you in return is pain-pain & pain. I gave you problems and unlimited tears and issues. You are my world & I mean it. The only thing that disturbs me is you getting hurt, I dont want that to happen. I wont hurt you any more sister. I beg on my knees.. Please forgive me. Please ... Please.. I'll die without you. I'll seriously die without you. Please come back. I beg.
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